Monday, September 12, 2011

Today was a crazy day... one of those days where you feel like everything has literally been passing by with snail speed. I felt completely overwhelmed yet extremely bored. Is that even possible? Apparently. The past few weeks have actually been pretty crazy; preschool, family gatherings, deadlines, adventures...you name it and it seemed to happen.

One particular event that took place, sometime during these past few weeks, has made me think... a lot. Do you ever have those days where you just sit for some seemingly endless amount of time about a cluster of stuff that should be nothing but really is something? Wow. I just confused myself so I assume I've lost any of you reading this. I guess what I am trying to explain is that sometimes things happen that leave you feeling like you need to ponder the experience. You have to dig deep and figure out what it all meant. But sometimes when you dig deep you have a rush of unwanted emotions that saturated your clear thinking. These emotions leave you foggy, drained and confused. You almost feel angry for even wasting your time on these emotions because you most likely will never find a resolution as to what it all means. Life is funny that way, don't you think? We live each day, some days better than others, and are left with experiences that can either move us in a positive way, enriching our lives further, or in a negative way which will drag our hearts down to our feet. Or sometimes you left in the middle. Your neither up or down, just smack dab in the middle trying to make sense out of something.